Post by JOCELYN JADE HARRISON on Oct 23, 2009 23:05:02 GMT -6
She never stays the same for long,
Assuming that she'll get it wrong.
Perfect only in her imperfections.
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Jocelyn Jade Harrison
"Joce, J.J, Lynn"
"I'm not sure what there is to say about me. I am your typical model, turned actress. With the exception that I can actually act and am not just another pretty face to stare at. What do I like. I love being in front of the camera. I've had people taking my picture for as long as I can remember. I have no problem being in the spotlight. I have been starring in my school plays for as long as I can remember. I own three dogs, a Saint Bernard, Bruce Doberman, Ace and an Australian Shepard, Serefina. They are my babies. I have a major sweet tooth and am a hopeless romantic at heart. I also collect frogs, something about them, I just find cute.
I hate the quiet. That's what I love about my babies. They always seem to draw some energy that makes it feel like there is something going on. I refuse to eat spicy foods, I never understood the point of eating something that burns your mouth. I hate being called a coward, I'll try anything once. I hate when people see me cry, I've been called cold and heartless because I refuse to cry in public.
I don't really care what they say about me as long as I get what I want. One day the whole world will know my name, soon if my career keeps going as it is. I wouldn't mind getting married and having a few kids. I'm saving that for the future. Currently, I'm happy with finding the next best thing, Mr. right now. I don't care if he is taken or not. If he loved them, than he wouldn't be with me.
I know this may make me sound like a cold hearted bitch, but I'm not. I know what I want and I go after it, but I do have a heart. I hate to see the people I care about hurt or even the one's I don't. I hate confrontations, but once you get me into one I won;t back down. I've been told it'd a defense mechanism. Hurt them before they hurt you. It applies to a few things in my life, but mostly my relationships. I love to have fun. You can find me at a party or the local club. The paparazzi loves to take my picture and I enjoy being in the spotlight so it works out. All in all, I'm your fun loving girl, who has a soft spot for her friends and finds it a little hard to trust people. Your girl next door type.
It's only the last year or so, that I've been famous. I grew up in a small town in South Carolina. Even than I was a beauty. It was just me, my mom, and my older brother for most of it. My father left when I was five. My life was never perfect, mom blamed us for dad leaving and at that age you believe it. I never felt like I was good enough and I tried to act in so many different ways hoping he would come back. So many years of pretending to be someone else, made me a great actress. Life was normal for me though. I dated around and was in the drama club. It wasn't until high school that I started modeling. One of those mall fashion shows. I actually got a few other jobs from it and spent the next few years modeling. Once I graduated, I decided to go to college part time and working on my modeling career. It took a few years, but my hard work paid off. I dropped out of school and signed on with Renegade Studio's. I've made a small name for myself quickly and has landed a reality tv spot as well as a starring role in Renegade's new movie. The fact that I get to work with Kenisngton makes this job even sweeter."
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Jocelyn Jade Harrison
"Joce, J.J, Lynn"
"I'm not sure what there is to say about me. I am your typical model, turned actress. With the exception that I can actually act and am not just another pretty face to stare at. What do I like. I love being in front of the camera. I've had people taking my picture for as long as I can remember. I have no problem being in the spotlight. I have been starring in my school plays for as long as I can remember. I own three dogs, a Saint Bernard, Bruce Doberman, Ace and an Australian Shepard, Serefina. They are my babies. I have a major sweet tooth and am a hopeless romantic at heart. I also collect frogs, something about them, I just find cute.
I hate the quiet. That's what I love about my babies. They always seem to draw some energy that makes it feel like there is something going on. I refuse to eat spicy foods, I never understood the point of eating something that burns your mouth. I hate being called a coward, I'll try anything once. I hate when people see me cry, I've been called cold and heartless because I refuse to cry in public.
I don't really care what they say about me as long as I get what I want. One day the whole world will know my name, soon if my career keeps going as it is. I wouldn't mind getting married and having a few kids. I'm saving that for the future. Currently, I'm happy with finding the next best thing, Mr. right now. I don't care if he is taken or not. If he loved them, than he wouldn't be with me.
I know this may make me sound like a cold hearted bitch, but I'm not. I know what I want and I go after it, but I do have a heart. I hate to see the people I care about hurt or even the one's I don't. I hate confrontations, but once you get me into one I won;t back down. I've been told it'd a defense mechanism. Hurt them before they hurt you. It applies to a few things in my life, but mostly my relationships. I love to have fun. You can find me at a party or the local club. The paparazzi loves to take my picture and I enjoy being in the spotlight so it works out. All in all, I'm your fun loving girl, who has a soft spot for her friends and finds it a little hard to trust people. Your girl next door type.
It's only the last year or so, that I've been famous. I grew up in a small town in South Carolina. Even than I was a beauty. It was just me, my mom, and my older brother for most of it. My father left when I was five. My life was never perfect, mom blamed us for dad leaving and at that age you believe it. I never felt like I was good enough and I tried to act in so many different ways hoping he would come back. So many years of pretending to be someone else, made me a great actress. Life was normal for me though. I dated around and was in the drama club. It wasn't until high school that I started modeling. One of those mall fashion shows. I actually got a few other jobs from it and spent the next few years modeling. Once I graduated, I decided to go to college part time and working on my modeling career. It took a few years, but my hard work paid off. I dropped out of school and signed on with Renegade Studio's. I've made a small name for myself quickly and has landed a reality tv spot as well as a starring role in Renegade's new movie. The fact that I get to work with Kenisngton makes this job even sweeter."
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Most people assumed that because Meghan enjoyed being in the spotlight that she was excited for the upcoming date auction. In truth she was excite, but also nervous. She loved getting attention when she knew what to expect, but this was something completely out of her league. Thoughts were running through her head, that was making her nauseous. What if no one bid on her? Or if they did it out of pity? She knew the thoughts were ridiculous. She was pretty, popular, and still had a line around the block of guys that wanted to be with her. Who wouldn't bod on her. Taking deep breaths she had been repeating that through her head for the past few days. It had helped a little keeping her calling up Caprice and faking sick. The girl would murder her if she didn't show. Plus it was all for a good cause.
When Meg had gotten up this morning the first thing she had done was curl up with her favorite stuffed frog and watch stupid teen movies. It had wasted time, she really hadn't had, but by the end of it she was feeling ten times better. After the movie was over she went to her closet and tried to narrow down her choices. It was something she should have done yesterday, but she had been freaking out about the stupid auction so bad that she never got around to it. She hadn't told anyone how she felt, either they would laugh at her or try and reassure her that her fears were stupid and that everyone would want to bid on her. Neither of which would have actually helped.
Meg's insecurities had never been caused by her peers. Instead they came from her own family. She knew her siblings didn't mean to make her feel like an outcast, Gabby probably hated how her parents treated them as much as she did, but it never made her feel anymore special. Likewise went with her parents, they loved her, but no matter what she was the bottom of the list. Maybe if she had been born first or last they would have paid more attention, but she was dead middle with people on both sides to remind her parents what they were capable of. They had told her that they were glad she was normal, because it kept them down to earth. Whoever thought that would cheer anyone up was one fry short of a happy meal. It had done what it would do to anyone and enforced the fact that she would never be anything special.
She had done what anyone else did and turned her sight on getting attention from other people. It had worked like a charm and tonight should prove that, but she was so worried that it would be the exact opposite and her world would shatter.
Once she set her mind on getting ready it didn't take long for her to push her insecurities to the back of her mind. Meg jumped into the shower and enjoyed the hot water for a while before getting out and blow drying her hair. Putting her make-up and all the tools she would need for her clothes and hair in and bag she made her way to Caprice's house.
It took a few hours to get everything perfect, but once she had she was satisfied. Her hair was pulled back into an intricate up-do with just a few curled pieces framing her face. Most of her make-up was light and the dress was absolutely perfect. Standing in front of the mirror she twirled and watched the sliver knee length dress catch the light. It was only held up by two small straps and fit snugly around her chest. Most of the time she spent on getting ready was actually taking pictures of everyone. She had thought this would be the perfect time to use her photography skills to her advantage.
As Caprice and Cherry left she waved goodbye and started to gather everything up. When the limo pulled up she climbed in with everyone and sat chatting as they made the way to the club.
When Meg had gotten up this morning the first thing she had done was curl up with her favorite stuffed frog and watch stupid teen movies. It had wasted time, she really hadn't had, but by the end of it she was feeling ten times better. After the movie was over she went to her closet and tried to narrow down her choices. It was something she should have done yesterday, but she had been freaking out about the stupid auction so bad that she never got around to it. She hadn't told anyone how she felt, either they would laugh at her or try and reassure her that her fears were stupid and that everyone would want to bid on her. Neither of which would have actually helped.
Meg's insecurities had never been caused by her peers. Instead they came from her own family. She knew her siblings didn't mean to make her feel like an outcast, Gabby probably hated how her parents treated them as much as she did, but it never made her feel anymore special. Likewise went with her parents, they loved her, but no matter what she was the bottom of the list. Maybe if she had been born first or last they would have paid more attention, but she was dead middle with people on both sides to remind her parents what they were capable of. They had told her that they were glad she was normal, because it kept them down to earth. Whoever thought that would cheer anyone up was one fry short of a happy meal. It had done what it would do to anyone and enforced the fact that she would never be anything special.
She had done what anyone else did and turned her sight on getting attention from other people. It had worked like a charm and tonight should prove that, but she was so worried that it would be the exact opposite and her world would shatter.
Once she set her mind on getting ready it didn't take long for her to push her insecurities to the back of her mind. Meg jumped into the shower and enjoyed the hot water for a while before getting out and blow drying her hair. Putting her make-up and all the tools she would need for her clothes and hair in and bag she made her way to Caprice's house.
It took a few hours to get everything perfect, but once she had she was satisfied. Her hair was pulled back into an intricate up-do with just a few curled pieces framing her face. Most of her make-up was light and the dress was absolutely perfect. Standing in front of the mirror she twirled and watched the sliver knee length dress catch the light. It was only held up by two small straps and fit snugly around her chest. Most of the time she spent on getting ready was actually taking pictures of everyone. She had thought this would be the perfect time to use her photography skills to her advantage.
As Caprice and Cherry left she waved goodbye and started to gather everything up. When the limo pulled up she climbed in with everyone and sat chatting as they made the way to the club.
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